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@ 7:45 p.m.
been wanting to write for a day or two now... wow hasn't it been that long since my last entry?
last friday, i had a short talk with my manager about how stressed out and tired i am. guess it seems like there's no way that we could get paid more for all this overtime and extra work we've been doing. we just get that overtime pay and that's it. i guess it's better than nothing, but still... it's out of her hands cause it's the company's policy. i guess i'm starting to see why a bigger company may or may not be a good thing. they let go of the new girl that came here. her last day was yesterday. and the newest guy that came... he lasted about 6 months-ish, but now he's gone too. i was really upset about it at first, but it seems like the manager is taking on operational work, meaning the stuff that guy was working on. which i'm glad about. as long as i don't have to do it. that's like the worst right now - work being passed down to me. all that's left is me, the supervisor, and of course the other long time girl. the work here is just nuts. for example, i'm still at work right now. i would've liked to go home, but i hadn't yet taken my break today, so i'm just kinda sitting here stalling time, doing my "break" so that i get the pay i deserve. i'm also working at home a lot, but i'm sending the hours so that i can get more pay for that. a new girl is supposed to start tomorrow, but nothing is for sure until they show up and do the work... and now i've learned, even if they show up to do work, they could completely suck and it may not even work out. so i'm crossing my fingers.... praying....
i was actually supposed to go to the airport to drop c off today for his business trip, but a group of them decided to use tinder or whatever that taxi app is called. thank god for that. otherwise i would've had to left hours ago and so much work would've been left undone. right now there seriously isn't enough hours in the day to get enough things done. the plan for tonight originally was to go home and smoke, and just be relaxed... it's now almost 8pm. will i have time to still go home and do all of that? i still want to i guess... i suppose either way, i would've fallen asleep so fast no matter what time i smoke haha! i'm known to just collapse like that when i'm tired.
i hope someone out there is watching out for us, for me, i desperately need some relief here at work. all of us that are here are dying... i wish all the crappy new sales people we got would all get fired. they suck so much. we're doing work for practically free because of them. what a fucking waste of time.
ok, well i guess that's my rant. oh yeah c's company party was this past weekend. it was cool, but very big. they had a small show, but i hardly paid attention to it. there was a mini scavenger hunt thing, and even though we completed it, we didn't win the raffle. but the food was delicious and the drinks were free. overall it was a great time!!
god, even writing this entry is making me tired. my brain hurts. completely fried. i think it's done for the night. i guess i'll end here then.