special day
@ 11:39 a.m.
Well well, haven't been here in a long while. was thinking about it, but it didn't happen.
mainly i ended up coming here because my birthday was yesterday and i'm trying to remember how my previous birthday was.. of course i didn't write an entry documenting my birthday last year, and honesty, i can't remember how my birthday was last year, expect that i know we were hunting for apartments. wow, i can't believe we've been living here for a year now. time fies. but anyway, i thought i should write an entry about my brithday because i might want to remember what happened next year.
work was so slow, i did absolutely nothing. then again, it's slow today too. it's going to be slow all week (well by that i mean tomorrow since tomorrow's the last day in the week). i guess it's a nice break. but things will pick up again soon, i know. so i finally got insurance through the company now, so i finally stopped being lazy and made an appointment for the doctor to see her in 2 weeks. maybe i can get some answers about my lack of interest in sex. i'm also trying to make an appointment for braces.. we'll see how that goes and how much my insurance covers.. and if it's worth it. god i can't stand the though of wearing retainers... also i need to set up an appointment for new glasses probably. better get on that.. soon.. lol. took me over a month to get that doctor's appointment.
after work, i played ro. yes, i'm back on ro again. it gives me something to do i guess. at this point, i can't even tell if i'm actually playing cause i enjoy it. just trying to get to a goal, though i don't know what it's for. even i now, more than ever, recognize how little this means, yet i'm still on it. speaking of which i need to pay to renew my account today (but it's only $7)
then c came home from classes and we went out to CPK. i couldn't make up my mind on where to eat. sometimes i want to try new places but then i think about that and some place i already know is good, and i end up backing out of trying the new place. i guess i'm scared of getting disappointed by crappy food. anyway, i at least did order something new at CPK. it was some fettuccine with shrimp and zucchini, not sure what the sauce was, but i was pleasantly surprised, it was good. then afterwards we saw a movie. chronicles was OK. it had it's goods and bads, but i didn't think it deserved the 70 or 80% praise it got on rottentomatoes.
and then we came home after that and my birthday was over. it was kind of weird. like, i don't expect much on my brithday, and i'm sure this will soon be forgotten, but i felt sad that my birthday was over. i guess we didn't do much, but c still managed to make me feel special and i was sad that that was over in that sense. i don't care for the fact that i turned 25, but i enjoyed that it was supposed to be a special day and c managed to do that. now it's not a special day anymore and i'm bummed. c was already back to playing LOL with his friends. i guess he deserved the break but sometimes i just want all his attention.
i'm sure last year i didn't even care, but this year i feel that notion that i actually DO have to wait another year before it's my birthday again... and i hate the idea of getting older too, but damn it was a special day is all.
by the way, that new book thing for our diaries is cool. i may do it for my old diary, i'd like a hard copy of that.