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seems like things really aren't so busy lately.
c came over last night, which was nice cause it never happens and i like being with him, but it was a bad idea i think. first of all, i should bring up that sunday night, d&d was semi-cancelled. we had met up but two of the people couldn't make it (there's only 6 players + the dm), so even missing one person can be kind of tough. so apparantly i fell asleep pretty fast away, and apparantly turns out they were just talking for awhile and got off track. so they eventually cancelled it because of that and the missing people. i woke up around 1am, and then we went to have some food, i got home at 3, maybe slept at 4 or 5. work at 8. so i was pretty sleepy. c came over at around 10:30pm and i was already falling asleep then. i didn't relaly end up spending any time with or talking, it was just mostly sleeping. also, apparantly my room is too hot for c because he was sweating bad last night. it made me not want to lie too close to him. even after he took off his clothes, he was still sweating. the windows were open and no covers were on, and it was probably 70 or 80 F, so there was no reason he should've been sweating, but he was. after he left, i was left with the stickiness that sweat leaves. it was not comfortable. so yea, it was a bad idea. i didn't even get to enjoy him being there.
ddr this weekend wasn't as good as usual. one perk was that i beat waka laka this week. also, i'm forcing myself to be more challegened. i'm starting to play songs that i could barely beat a month ago as my second song instead of my last. i'm happy to say that i was able to beat all the second songs i chose. i'm now extremely good at a lot of songs that i didn't used to play/be able to beat/couldn't imagine myself beating at all.
oh so, they're talking about moving out again. this time marcos brought up that we should move out at the beginning of the year. i have nothing against this, it sounds like a pretty good plan. i am looking forward to having my own place, but i think i will miss my family.
we're planning to go to new york this christmas. finally! i think we've been trying to go every year, but it's never happened. well, this year i finally have money saved up, so i don't see any reason why we can't/shouldn't go. i even have a few vacation days now that i've worked here for over a year. i still haven't decided on how many days to go, but c was thinking before christmas and stay til after new year. i dont know yet, but i want to stay 2 weeks there. i'm so excited!! finally...
hmm kinda disapponited in myself because i haven't really been working on my story as much as i should... i guess i'm going to be wrapping up chapter 3 this week, but i really should've done this all last week... but i didn't do anything last week, feels like a waste. i think i have the plot all pretty well worked out in my head, but i think i hate what i've ended up having to do for some of my characters, because that's not what i wanted them to be like, but i had to make it so to move the plot along or some purpose like that.
hmm and on ro, renewal is coming. i've been trying to lv up my characters, but seems like nobody is trying to/bothering to level because they think that one renewal comes leveling will be easier then. but i still want to level them up a bit higher than they are. i really shouldn't bother with ragnarok like this anymore, but yet i'm still playing this game. probably the one good thing out of renewal is that 3rd classes are coming. i'm very much looking forward to having my arch bishop, as well as my stat reset. of course no one knwos what i'm rambling about because nobody plays ro anymore.
i'm thinking about maybe playing a real game like league of legends. both c and marcos play that now and sometimes with each other. even my brother plays it, and it kinda sucks being left out. on the other hand do i really need to get addicted to another game? and lately i've been thinking about playing gunbound again. ugh. tbh, i have a feeling i would dislike playing league of legend. i think it's one of those games i would suck at and then get frustrated and then suck at it because i get frustrated and back and forth until it's just suck and frustration.
guess i'm gonna go look at plane tickets and hotels for new york...