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sooo... changed the template again. this one is much better, even i'm a little impressed with my own work. never though i could make something like this, yet it was so simple. but i've been so extremely busy lately that even though i made this template tuesday night, i haven't had time to write until now. god it's been so crazy busy at work that it's gotten to me really bad. lyrics are to "australia" by the shins. i've been OBSESSED with them and this song is always stuck in my head!
so updating everyday... yea, kind of hard, but i'll try to write when i can.
so, it's been 3 weeks since chingy left, and they have yet to find a replacement. i know they are looking, but honestly, they are totally taking their sweet time at it, that i can't even remember what it felt like to have a slow day at work anymore. i don't remember how that feels. even when i get home, i'm still stressed, thinking about tomorrow's day and things that i have to do. it's ridiculous. i haven't brought any actual work home, but i've managed to bring it all here anyway.
so yesterday, i brought up this complaint to yoy. you know i've been going to work at 7:30... monday i left at 6pm. tuesday, i had .. you know... class, wednesday i stayed til 7pm, that's right i stayed at work for 12 fucking hours. and i'm not getting paid an extra dollar's worth of overtime. so i complained to her that i'm basically almost all of chingy's old work and not getting any extra pay for it. i'm stressed and tired and it's ridiculous, because why am i doing all the work? so i demanded they consider giving me overtime pay as well as a raise. if nothing happens, and i don't hear anything by the end of monday. i am leaving, 5pm. as scheduled. then the next day, i may come at 7:30 cause i have class or whatever, but definitely leaving at 4. wednesday, taking my lunch hour 1-2pm. and if i have to use the damn bathroom, i'm gonna go and take my sweet time too. if i need a break, i'm gonna take it. and damn right i am leaving at 5pm. i dont know why i should be a fool and do 2 people's work but only get paid for 1. it's gonna be hard for me, because i'm the type of person that likes to finish my work, but they are squeezing the life outta me, so fuck it. fucking chingy left without a second word, i can leave at 5pm.
i really don't have much else to say i guess. but damn my shoulders and back... everything hurts, and it's all from sitting behind a desk for too long... without any fucking breaks. how ridiculous is that. HELLO! UNDER CALIFORNIA LAW, without breaks and an official hour lunch, they are BREAKING THE LAW! what break and what lunch? all i have is less than 5 minutes to eat my food as i work! fucking tired of this shit, and the fucking manager. he hasn't gotten any extra work, and he gets all frustrated and annoyed because he's now forced to answer the phone sometimes. FUCK HIM.
in other news, i've been watching spartacus on netflix. and really, i'm left in awe and speechless. i almost, note ALMOST, wish that i had lived during that roman era. i can't believe how crazy that is that woman just stand around naked, show their boobs whenever as if that was NORMAL, and that people had sex so openly. like really, wtf?! but i can't stand the idea of being raped (which seemed like it happened a lot..), nor could i honestly support the idea that the romans had loved - having people fight to the death, for another's amusement. but really. spartacus is awesome. oh and you know why i probably really like it, THEY SHOW PENISES. i'm so sick of watching movies and whatever else on tv and having only the girls flash their boobs. it just seemed so unfair. like hello, women wouldn't mind seeing some of that stuff too! oh yeah, and lucy lawless is in it, and she shows skin as well. i couldn't believe it! i have to wonder if it's her, or could it possibly be a body double? i hope not, that'd be disappointing. i think i grew up watching lucy lawless when i was like 13 and hitting puberty and ms. lawless has always made me feel... a little hot. it's so weird that she's showing her boobs...