over that.. into this..
@ 8:46 p.m.
Actually... for the first time in forever, i actually feel like i may be falling for c. i find it a little hard to believe myself, but i don't know how else i could describe these feelings. and it's not like anything's changed, because nothing has changed... but all of a sudden i just love him. and if that doesn't make any sense, i can't blame anyone for not understanding. just seems like very suddenly it really doesn't matter anymore if i don't end up with jeff, and if i don't end up meeting him, and i wonder if he was the one anyway, or just maybe that i was crazy. yea i was probably crazy.
i dunno and i don't get it, but i don't feel this ache anymore. i just feel light, free.. happy.
now if only we could get a replacement at work i'll be perfectly happy again. it's really retarded that i have to get there 30 minutes earlier, and i'm still leaving an hour later... without any breaks or lunch.
oh yeah, i REALLY need to change this template.
oh yeah and i'd also like to take this moment to say once again, how much I LOVE LINDA HOWARD'S WRITING!