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@ 9:33 p.m.
i think i'm disappointed that my life didn't turn out more WOW. i feel so plain and average. i say this because i went on facebook the other day and it seems like so many people are doing things with their life, while i just feel like i'm stuck. i wonder if i'll ever go anywhere.
being on facebook really makes me depressed, maybe that's why i don't go on it? i feel like i've probably been depressed for the past 4 years but i can't really tell because i'm still in depression. i wish it was as easy as deciding on one thing and just going for it. oh wait it is that easy, but then that's why its so hard isn't it?