attraction
@ 6:42 p.m.
i was walking down the street the other day and i saw a few really attractive guys. damn, seeing them makes me wish that i was more attractive.
that got me wondering though, i wonder how often people walk by me and think i'm attractive? i want to read other people's thoughts for this very reason. god knows i need the self esteem boost.
but i remember on the last day of work at one of my jobs years ago (i worked in a theme park and met new people daily), i asked out for every guy's number that i thought were even remotely attractive. (mind you, it was kind of a test to see what they said. i never called any of them. and i told them that i was just joking around) they pretty much all said yes, there could've been ones that said no, but i don't really remember them... except these 2 guys that were probably younger than me that i thought was particularly good looking (but i would probably never date them because they seem too much like pretty boy jocks.. AKA ASSHOLES). they awkwardly declined. i think i remember this because i thought they were really good looking, and i couldn't help but notice how cliche it all was. two hot guys thinking they are better than everyone else and going only for girls they found to be on par to their attraction level.