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@ 10:20 a.m.
man it's weird, but when i'm at c's and on c's bed, i collapse so fast sometimes even if i'm not really tired, but in my own room i can't seem to fall asleep very easily. i always take forever to fall asleep unless i'm just dead tired. i lie there on my bed watching something on netflix, but i just can't seem to fall asleep to it. whereas at c's place, i fall asleep within 10 minutes. so last night, i was up til 12 pm or so reading manga. and then afterwards, i thought i should go to sleep. so i put dexter on... and i end up finishing the last 4 episode of the season. and then it's 5 am and i'm still not really tired, but i know i should catch some sleep before work. so i have to force myself to close my eyes. i hate doing that because then i'm forced to think about thigns for a little bit. i much prefer falling asleep to watching tv. so i only got 2 and half hours of sleep last night. work is so slow today, which i guess it's just as well. but man... i'm kinda bored i guess. my brain is slow and tired. i shouldn't have stayed up, but i hate not being able to just fall asleep. even the phone line today is pretty damn quiet.
in other news, wow dexter is an awesome show. and i'm so sad that the ice truck killer is dead because he was kinda hot. haha.