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@ 12:16 a.m.
i wrote him. like a little sissy i gave in to my urges and wrote him.
i thought i was finally over this, but now i'm starting to think i could never be over this.
i'll post what i said next time.
these days i'm going to work and then class after work. by the time i'm done with that, i usually collapse because i'm tired.
the terribly awful shitty bad news is that i can't take japanese next quarter, because it doesn't fit my schedule at all. i'm so fucking disappointed. maybe i'll just try to learn it on my own.