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@ 5:25 p.m.
i'm working on the 4th season of Charmed now, and I've been really sad about the fact that cole (a character on there) might end up leaving the show as a bad guy, and thereby leaving Phoebe in distress. and i was really sad about the idea of another broken relationship (even if it is in a show). therefore i haven't been wanting to progress forward in the show, but i just now found out (spoilers) that they end up getting married, and he stays on til the 5th season... which could only mean that things end up good for them, and i think he ends up dying (possibly), which is definitely a much more preferable way to leave the show! but now i am kind of bummed about the fact that i know what's going to happen, instead of leaving it up to a surprise. :( i shouldn't be too upset about this but i can't seem to help myself.
on a totally different note, i weigh at 170 lbs. still working hard to get rid of the rest of this weight, but i have a feeling that the closer i get to my goal, the harder it is going to be.
i was thinking about eric today, and i was thinking that we could be friends. it seems like a silly notion still, but i suppose it is possible. i am not saying that it can't happen. i am still not sure what the point of it would be... i was also considering reading some older entries to remember what it was like then... ho hum.
my mind's been blank about what i should write about. that's the main reason why i haven't been writing. most of my thoughts lately are probably too boring to read about. hopefully, i'll have something more interesting to say next time i write.