so far so good
@ 3:59 p.m.
i haven't updated because it's actually kinda gotten busy. but i thought i'd spare a couple minutes to write that i've been pretty happy lately. ris went home friday night after we watched the amazing spiderman. i actually liked it a lot, more than the tobey mcguire/kirsten dunst one, which i was surprised. i thought the guy who played peter parker actually captured what i imagined peter parkter to be like... so good job to him and also to the director.
sunday night, unbelievably c asked me to join him to play a game of lol. we lost but i didn't care. just to be invited makes me feel like he remembers i exist. we also went to bed nearly at the same time, around 1am or so. yesterday was the same, we played 3 games of lol and won all of them (i did really well the second game) and generally had fun, which is hard since lol tends to induce so much rage. maybe it's because we didn't lose. afterwards, we went to bed together around 1 or 2 again. i think c was having trouble going to sleep, but he didn't get up and stay on the computer all night. i'm really glad and happy he's been sleeping pretty early and with me, but i'm scared to bring it up, for i feel like then it will stop.
he's even being diligent and been getting his car looked at and stuff. too bad it's going to cost a shit ton of money. i have over 7,000 in savings, but i feel like the money should be spent on something better. i guess that's just my feeling. well, time to go home now.