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oh yea. i forgot to write about two other thing.
one, i met a girl whom i've been conversing with quite a bit now on that girlfriend social site. she lives in glendale, which is about 30-40 mins drive north of me. it's not as close as i'd like, but so far it's all i've gotten. we've sent messages back and forth and we agree on so many things, we've been connecting pretty well. i wonder if this will become something. i'm really hoping yes, cause i really need this friend.
the second thing is just a general comment that i wanted to point out after reading a blog... why are guys so dumb? or maybe it's not just guys either but girls too. but the main reason i point this out is cause i'm sick of hearing guys saying that girls only go for guys they can't have and that they're so dumb, like hello i'm right here. PICK ME. and well, i think guys do the exact same fucking thing. you know what the fucking problem is, everyone needs to learn when to give up. i hear tons of people say that if you keep dreaming, keep going for it, and keep loving, keep doing ___, that eventually that person will come around. WRONG. you try it once, it doesn't work out? THERE'S A REASON WHY IT DOESN'T WORK OUT! learn to move on goddammit.
look, i get that it's hard and i'm sure it's breaking your heart, but one day your heart will thank you for a quick pain, than one that's prolonged.