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@ 9:37 p.m.
man! maybe i spoke too soon.
i went on ro this weekend. my account expired tonight though and i dunno if i should renew it. honestly, i know i shouldn't. and i mean, as soon as i got on it, c was all why are you on that piece of shit game again. and i mean he said that quite literally, though his tone was more gentler and was half heartedly joking. i don't know how i feel about playing it again. i was invited to mvp yesterday, but not today. i just feel like no one in the guild really gives a crap about me, nor do they want to invite me to do anything. i met someone fairly cool, but he says he's kind of busy a lot, so he doesn't want to make a promise to do things with me and then not do it, so i don't know. it doesn't sound that promising. so all this makes me not really want to join back in ro anymore. as of now i don't really have the money to pay for the subscription so i guess i will leave it dead.
as for jobs, i asked marcos if the hotel he works at needs anyone... so i'm crossing my fingers. it only pays $11 an hour but whatever. i need the money.. and $11 is better than minimum wage. actually i'm a little excited about this. i'm just so worried that i'll be let down, because they don't need more people.
not much else to say.